My vengeance ended up being for all reasons and none from it revolved around their making our relationship.

My vengeance ended up being for all reasons and none from it revolved around their making our relationship.

Nikki

To Jen, Leigh and Lisa, it helps to a degree reading your posts as I sit here in bed alone writing this. For me personally it is still raw…….it’s 5am into the early morning and sleep that is proper evading me personally nevertheless. I must somehow are able to get into work today make it through it despite the fact that my mind is processing all kinds of confusing thoughts….from him resting so he is stable to the fact I actually hate what his done all the lies and the fact I’m ashamed of what I’ve put up with over the years and let go to end up being cheated on……..I have a good friend who I am seeing today who I have off loaded onto and she has been fantastic but she has a husband and 2 kids and basically her life is good they are good people……..so I feel it’s to much to overload her with…..basically I’m feeling alone in this even though I know I’m technically not with her to him I know having to come back as at the end of the day he works down here to a mixture of I need to be nice. It is assists wring material on right here.

Because of the method I’m 50 and also to be around in this position that’s not my fault sucks…..Men are shits actually, that which you state about integrity holds true We have not done this i will be perhaps maybe not a liar and I also gets more powerful .